delighting in the names of Jesus

A few of you may remember the Advent devotional I created a couple of years ago called “Christ the Lord.” It included twenty-four short devotionals and their corresponding Bible readings regarding twenty-four different titles of the Messiah used in the Scriptures.

It was a joy to meditate on the significance of some of the many, many names used to describe my Jesus as I wrote that study. Then, this past February, I spent two lovely weeks meditating on Him in the very places He walked in the Holy Land. It’s so easy to get caught up in the distractions and overwhelm of everyday life, but these short times of simply delighting in Jesus have been oases of spiritual riches in a couple of rather difficult years.

Those oases inspired me to create something that, maybe, can recapture a taste of those riches and bring us back toward that rest. I’ve bound all twenty-four studies on all twenty-four names of Jesus into a beautiful softcover photo book filled with some of my favorite photographs of the Holy Land - just in time for another journey into the Advent season, but also perfect for any time you need to re-center yourself on who Jesus is and what He has done. It would make a lovely gift, too. In the back, there’s a directory of exactly where in Israel each photograph was taken so that you can take a miniature tour of the Land within these pages.

If you’d like to have one, you can purchase your copy here. I hope it blesses you.

Note: Any proceeds from this devotional will be attributed to the costs involved with keeping this blog up and running.

half the church

I typically read only a handful of books each year. I prefer to take in information through podcasts, because I find that I learn and retain best when I am listening to something while I work with my hands. But invariably, the podcasts I listen to will give recommended reading that deep-dives into what they’re discussing, and so I frequently end up with more books in my library queue than I will ever realistically read.

One of this year’s handful that caught my interest was Carolyn Custis James’s Half the Church: Recapturing God’s Global Vision for Women. I finished it this week, and found its message to be all too relevant in light of the shaking the American church is currently experiencing and the resistance that shaking has met in some quarters.

In the first chapter, James shares how another book, Half the Sky: Turning Oppression into Opportunity for Women Worldwide by Nicholas D. Kristof and Sheryl Wudunn, forced her to see beyond her own experience and realize “the world’s dark and largely forgotten underbelly where the misery and abuse of women and girls break the scales of human suffering.” Half the Sky became the jumping-off point from which she began to write Half the Church.

“Women comprise at least half the world, and usually more than half the church, but so often Christian teaching to women either fails to move beyond a discussion of roles or assumes a particular economic situation or stage of life. This all but shuts women out from contributing to God’s kingdom as they were designed to do. Furthermore, the plight of women in the Majority World demands a Christian response, a holistic embrace of all that God calls women and men to be in His world.”

- Half the Church (back cover)

One of the first things I discovered when I opened the book and began to read was how much I, too, needed to look beyond my own experiences and realize that questions like “Should women take part in church leadership?” or “Is the wife staying home while the husband works the most Biblical family structure?” are the least of concerns for most women, including most Christian women, across the globe. Half the Church delivers a gracious rebuke to these petty debates (and the infighting they tend to create) that the Western Church desperately needs right now. To speak from my own experience, we have become like the Pharisees - so concerned with the details, obsessing over the interpretations of incredibly difficult passages and upholding centuries of tradition rooted more in culture than in Bible, that we can no longer see the real needs in front of us. Men and women, pastors and laypeople, liberal denominations and conservative denominations entrench ever deeper into their separate roles and rules so that the Church never actually unites to get Kingdom work done.

Image Bearers and Ezer-Warriors

Half the Church calls us all out of our safe, narrow thinking and invites us to explore ideas that may make us uncomfortable. For example, what does it mean for the Church and the world that women are bearers of God’s image and called into all the responsibilities that entails? Genesis 1:26-27 declares that God created all mankind, male and female, in His image and with the calling to “rule over the fish of the sea and over the birds of the sky and over the cattle and over all the earth.” It was never in God’s design for male and female to engage in a power struggle over which gender should “Biblically” rule the other, nor was any such struggle predicted or hinted at until after the Fall of Man (Genesis 3:16). Both men and women were created according to the likeness of God and with the inherent calling to rule together, on the same team with one another and with God. This is the dynamic that God blessed and called “very good” (Genesis 1:28, 31).

James also dives deep into the Genesis term ezer-kenegdo, which our Bibles have traditionally translated “helpmeet” or “helper.” The use of these terms, she posits, “has led to the belief that God gave primary roles and responsibilities to men, and secondary, supporting roles to women.” This has been a comfortable belief for many people and in many churches for generations. It keeps the peace and prevents women from trying to overstep their role or getting in the way of men’s ministries. What is much less comfortable is what James uncovers about the uses of the term ezer in the rest of Scripture: nineteen out of its twenty-one uses (in fact, every use that does not refer directly to the woman) are used in the context of military aid or rescue. And in sixteen of those nineteen uses, the warrior-rescuer referred to is God Himself.

This revelation about the word ezer completely shifted my mental image of Genesis 2:18. “I will make him a helper suitable for him” always made me imagine Eve as rather childish, like a toddler “helping” unload the dishwasher - the kind of help that is a nice gesture, but probably could have been accomplished more efficiently without her. It is uncomfortable, in the best kind of way, to have this tame picture replaced by Eve as a warrior doing battle for God’s kingdom alongside Adam - a truly indispensable partner that he is “not good” without.

A Global Vision

One of the things I most appreciated about Carolyn Custis James’s approach to this topic was that she never tried to convince me to become a complementarian or an egalitarian; she never took a stand on whether women should or shouldn’t be pastors. She never spoke down to men or deepened the gender divide. What she did instead was return again and again the the Word of God, to His clear design for women from the beginning and to the example of Jesus as the ultimate equalizer of the genders. She emphasized the glorious vision of what God intended when He put men and women in alliance with one another, and how the dissolution of that alliance breaks God’s heart. Throughout the book, she sets the small-minded Pharisaical debating aside and calls us, instead, to expand our view of the world and reconsider the traditional (often subconscious) beliefs that keep our focus on ourselves instead of on the work God wants to do.

Half the Church is a necessary reminder that women have a vital part to play in God’s story, and it is a part that both precedes and outlasts temporary seasons of our lives like wifehood and motherhood. It is a part that expands well outside the prosperous Western world and reaches into dark, difficult places where the oppression of women far exceeds not being allowed on the elder board. It is a part so important that if we fail to play it, the image of God shatters and His testimony to the world is rendered ineffective and incomplete.

James closes by reminding us of Jesus’ last prayer before He went to the cross: “[I ask] that they may all be one; even as You, Father, are in Me and I in You, that they also may be in Us, so that the world may believe that You sent me. . . . that they may be perfected in unity, so that the world may know that You sent Me, and loved them, even as You have loved Me” (John 17:21, 23b).

Our effective witness of the Gospel hinges on this. So what will it be: Continue to busy ourselves with sorting people into their appropriate boxes and categories and roles so we don’t have to notice the bleeding Samaritan in the ditch, or set our eyes on Jesus and get to work, even if He leads us across the lines into spaces and relationships that discomfort us? Men, how will you encourage your sisters to take up arms as warriors in the battle and rule as co-regents of the earth? Women, even if that encouragement never comes, are you willing to obey God rather than men?

follow me: a testimony (part 2)

Over a year ago, I shared about the pivotal moment in my testimony of knowing Christ: the moment when He said, “Follow Me.”

But something I’ve always firmly believed about testimonies is that they are much more than nice stories with happy endings wrapped in bows. They are dynamic - they’re the stories God is actively writing with our lives, right now, evolving in real time as we take each step forward with Him. Every testimony really ends with “To be continued.” Every testimony, as long as the Lord tarries, will have a part two, three, or four.

When Jesus says to someone, “Follow Me,” it’s the beginning of a journey, not the end. And the invitation will, of necessity, be renewed daily. Sometimes hourly. The choice to obey is not once; it’s over and over again, one step at a time.

It would take pages to recount all the steps He has asked of me since that first invitation. I often took them without even knowing where my foot would land, and the course the path has taken is nothing like I expected. There have been moments when I let go of His hand and begged Him to go on without me because the next foothold looked so terrifying, but in His grace, He never left me there alone.

Today I’m standing in a pretty forest clearing, a place of rest. My Lord is not endlessly demanding and He knows I need to catch my breath. We have come a long way.

A year and a half ago, in April of 2018, He asked me to start writing a book. Together we stepped into a walk of solitude through a wild wood, the trail ill-defined and a bit lonely. I’ve written many thousands of words in my life, but I have never sat down to a project and vision of this size before. It was six months to put out the first draft, another six months to read it a dozen times over and make thousands of revisions to the manuscript, and yet another six months to design the layout and place it in the hands of people who can look at it with new eyes for me. Still to come, I am sure, will be yet more revisions based on their feedback.

Every step of this process has been an exercise in submitting to Christ’s call: “Follow Me.” He has brought inspiration, motivation, and accountability alongside me exactly when I’ve needed it. He has held my hand when I was scared to tell anyone about what I’ve been creating. And now He is slowly, bit by bit, revealing His vision for how He wants me to use and share this book with others.

With the fruit of this journey now in the hands of a few people I trust to provide sound criticism, I am taking a breather in this pretty little forest clearing, watching Jesus paint a picture of where the journey might lead from here. I doubt I’ll see the finished product before we start on our way again, but there is comfort in simply knowing that He knows, even when the path seems obscure.

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I can tell you what His work is stirring in me so far, though: an ever deeper desire to help other “ordinary” American Christians (like myself) know who He is by knowing His Word. My heart aches for my own nation, which has greater access to God’s Word and solid Biblical resources than any other, and yet largely doesn’t know how to use them, or even why they’re important. We are a nation of people who can easily find a Bible verse that supports nearly any ideology but have no idea how to respect the true intentions and origins of the text. In this place, we are terribly vulnerable to deception, legalism, and licentiousness; we are easily enslaved to cruel masters, like unnecessary guilt and our shifting emotions, and are deaf to the softness and tenderness of Jesus’ call.

Jesus said, “My sheep hear My voice, and I know them, and they follow Me” (John 10:27). What a gift and a relief it is that we are known by God, and that He offers us the safety and care of the Good Shepherd. But we can’t rest fully in that truth, nor trust fully in His leadership, until we can hear His voice in the first place.

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